Being that guy that was once looked over because I was once the "ugly duckling" when things changed physically and people responded different because of that (but still for the wrong reason) my hurt past caused me to treat females with an unfair hand. But it never brought me peace it was just a false image of happiness and as long as they couldn't see the real me they were punished by the trap they walked into.
lyrics
VERSE 1)
I been and stay busy
On my daily grizzly
I do these slimmys
But can't take them with me
they come quick with me
So I do the do'z quickly
And keep the moves shifty
Can't i lose the remedy
Call me bad news Ripley
Believe it or Not
and I remain guilty
Don't know how to stop
they keep trying to fix me
But they all get dropped
I done had more than plenty
Then shift and restock
this must be trendy
The way they hit the dock
Trying to act all friendly
over the top
But they just don't get me
So the heart stays blocked
Can't see the history
And the keys on lock
Yeah they all look pretty
But hearts in the wrong spot
Krep trying to win me
But I'm the wrong one to cop
so it's all so empty
With doors on lock
Tender .Beaches look sandy
But sure they not
BRIDGE)
They not Ready for baggage
Ready to manage
Don't know this carriage
Has already been damaged
Don't speak the language
Of a broken heart savage
So I keep the advantage
And keep the bandage
HOOK)
2x How u feel about me
Right about now
U still loving me
U still feeling me
Right about now
It's suppose to be
U and me
Right about now
VERSE 2)
these scars on my sleave
Look like tattooed dragons
So when most take the read
They overlook the caption
caught in what they see
And call it attraction
So I stick them in a scene
Let it bleed abstraction
not ready to receive
But know the pain it's made on
not ready to believe
In love and what it came on
Cause when it came to me
And what i need It got rained on
So I come ready to leave
3 buttons and the shades on
I Evict them in dreams
And the house it's made on
They should have seen me
And the shame that they laid on
The Heartbreaks at sea
As the man in me sails on
Come come follow me
And end up being way gone
I am my history
And the memories that it's blamed on
Should have left me be
And chased the dawn
This is not me
And should have never begun
The pain in this scene
Is my Armageddon
BRIDGE)
They not ready for baggage
Ready to manage
Don't know this carriage
Has already been damaged
Don't speak the language
Of a broken heart savage
So I keep the advantage
And keep the bandage
credits
from The Life Of A Legacy,
released April 4, 2014
Remade track Produced by SlenDah